Hunger
2008 October 28
There was a time I had yellow
hair. My head was a triangle tangle.
I held bowls of cold porridge, upside down,
tickled, lonely.
I confess, once I woke with dark curls in
my mouth, frothing.
I watched him sleep. I watched him stutter.
The light through the trees grew slanter
and slanter.
I stayed with him
until the leaves collapsed from trees.
perhaps I, too, was leaving.
Nevertheless, I tallied off
secret wars.
Back then, I liked how the house was clapped, how lace
had a faint spider map. This made me feel strong like wine,
and weak, like wine.
But for you: you who arrived
craving beauty: You are only as hungry as you
claim to be. Perhaps more.
-Jk
